Well I accidentally started using my secondary tumblr, not realizing that it would seriously limit my use of the following feature. I wish I had known and I would have created a new one. Anyway, follow me http://charlesdarkbloom.tumblr.com/ here.
Yeah yeah yeah..
I used to have so much to try and say. Pretentious and horribly delightful as most of it was, at least I had desperately attempted to capture something. Lately I have nothing to say, no way to say it, and no way to find my way. I don’t feel like living, let alone writing. All I do is my best to escape thought and stress; I’m quite good at that though.
I’m so sick of social classes, patriarchy, material possessions, racism, physical beauty, addictions, perpetuating problems. I just want to live deep in the wilderness. To make some simple shelter built of natural materials and live life in a community actually geared towards LIVING LIFE and not some twisted game of cat and mouse. Drafted into the 3rd quarter of this silly capitalist society and riding the waves of this sick and deadly economy (that has spun far out of it’s own control) is such a strain on my mental health. Thank you for listening.